my collection of character inspiration
micah (christina nadin) filipino, european
aesthetic: moody, grumpy, chill, go with the flow, lung transplant, confused, disconnected, easily upset, adopted, lonely, unambitious, scared
She thinks she can warn
the stars.
I want a person who comes into my life by accident, and stays on purpose.
Can I just say that I live for subtle touches….hands swiping against each other, arms grazing, knees press against each other, cheeks brushing, “accidental” thigh swipes. I just love the subtlety behind pushing comfort boundaries while both of yall pretend like you don’t notice. It’s really the simple things in life.
okay but isak confirming he faked himself even behind closed doors and did things he wasn’t much into because he was too scared his sexuality will be questioned (mostly by himself) is so sad? this boy was truly so afraid of his attraction he completely fucking CHANGED himself to try and fit in? but it’s so important that he is done with it now and is able to finally live the life he’s supposed to and be his true self without the need to forge himself entirely. i’m so happy that he developed to the point where he freed himself from the small personal prison he was locked in this all time and is not afraid to voice himself because of what others might think? because he used to be so worried about what everyone else would say and now he’s like ‘fuck it’. isak’s character development honestly changed his life and i am so glad i had the chance to witness that.
“I just sat there with the whole summer turning sour in my mouth.”
—
Sylvia Plath, from Johnny Panic & The Bible Of Dreams: Short Stories; “The Perfect Set Up,”
(via violentwavesofemotion)
“Maybe you are searching among the branches, for what only appears in the roots.”
— Rumi
moments when grls r Extra pretty :
• the lil smile when they put on blush
• tying up their hair - bonus points if she pulls out a few strands at the front to frame her face
• putting on lotion - bonus if she rubs some on your hands cuz she took too much
• pulling their hair out from under a scarf or jacket
• when there’s like stray glitter on their faces ? shimmer blush ? eyeshadow ? who knows but it’s angelic
• wearing Anything that is too big for them. in general - 2x bonus if it’s yours
• when they receive a hot drink and hold it with both hands and just sort of put their face right up close to it
listen, there is absolutely nothing that gets me going like mutual seemingly unrequited pining like? i live for both people losing their minds over the other person in bitter silence. savoring every single accidental brush of their fingers, elbows, thighs, every stray glance, memorizing every gesture or expression they catch while the other isn’t looking, all while being absolutely convinced that it’s one-sided only to finally!! finally find out it wasn’t in a triumphant moment of bliss after years and years of delicious, soul-rending, torturous, heart-wrenching pining. i literally don’t care about the fact that this trope is predictable af and always plays out the same way i will still go wild over it every single time like they’ll be doing the same reveal scene i have seen a million times and i’m still on the edge of my seat gasping “are they gonna kiss???”
